Wednesday, July 23, 2008


An unintended hiatus! It seems that it is difficult to pinpoint an exact thought or idea that we are learning, as every day brings with it new challenges and insights. I pray you are all well, and learning every day, as we are. For now, I will leave you with a thought that God has been communicating to me, though my own stubbornness fails to let it soak in completely. But God is good--he gives us his word during trials in his life to sustain and uplift us.

Isaiah 55:6-9

Seek the Lord while he may be found; call upon him while he is near; let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the Lord, that he may have compassion on him, and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon. For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Even as you go about your day, planning for the present and future, contemplating the past, keep in mind that it is not you in control, but the Lord.

Peace

J

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

These Colours Don't Run

As we near the Fourth of July here in the States, I thought it fitting to discuss patriotism. I actually wrote these thoughts a while back in an email, and nothing has really changed in terms of how I feel, so I decided to post on it.

What sparked this was an email L had sent me, asking me what I thought of patriotism, in particular the fact that people from the U.S. tend to enjoy sticking the American flag on everything from bumper stickers to coffee mugs to beach towels, when few other countries do the same with their own flag. As I said this was written as an email awhile ago, so forgive me if the flow of thoughts doesn't always make sense.

First of all, it's hard to define what is meant by patriotism--it is usually defined as being completely devoted and loyal to one's country. American patriotism seems to be inexplicably tied to democracy, which I suppose makes sense, considering we are a democratic country. We are told to be proud of our country, be proud of our form of government--though it is quite obviously imperfect, but we are to behold it like we would an imperfect child, mistakes and all--and to be unashamed to the point where it is generally believed that bringing democracy to another country, any other country, will undoubtedly resolve conflict. What Americans most commonly fail to remember is that each country has its own past. I am not trying to appear enlightened here, for I think that people from every place tend to be egocentric, like young children who do not see outside themselves. It is a result of a fallen world--people fail to look outside their own perspectives.

It's important to remember that each country has its own past, starting with our own. For instance, the U.S. was founded on principles of rebellion and those ideals played a large part in the decision of what type of government the new country would have. Our founders were adamantly against others deciding their future--some would say rightly so. As a result, it was decided that a democratic republic would be the best form for what was desired by the citizens of the U.S. at the time. Somehow, centuries later, we have decided that it is our responsibility to give the same options to everyone else. But it is necessary, at this point, to recognize that certain countries, specifically, have a very different foundation and history than our own. Before even beginning to suggest that those governments change, that history needs to be considered.

Let me be clear--I am not saying that those governments are any better--clearly there is something wrong with one human being deciding he has the authority over others for various reasons (ethnicity, gender, etc.) and then abusing that authority to grotesque measures--but is there any difference in a group of humans determining the course of millions of others simply because they are deemed most popular? I would probably be accused of not caring, of not being compassionate if I were to suggest such a thing--after all, the U.S. is only trying to help. And I do recognize the compassion that our country generally has toward some other countries, though when you walk down the street of a city in the U.S., or talk to someone who is vehemently patriotic, it is often sadly apparent that compassion is lacking on a less grand scale. In terms of our government, the constant change brought by democracy is not necessarily more stable or helpful.

I do suppose it is true that Americans tend to slap that flag on any and every thing, and many become defensive if one suggests that we are not doing the right thing at the moment. It is obvious to some that being blindly patriotic (meaning, one who doesn't question why he is patriotic, or thinking for himself) is ignorant, because God has graciously allowed some to see glimpses of the world as he does. So much more obnoxious it is then when someone claiming to be a Christian is blindly patriotic. And you'll often find, these types of people are the first to lack compassion for those outside our borders, when the very country they live in has many times in the past been compassionate to those very people (though obviously, I will note, we have also been completely selfish as a nation, as well).

One part of patriotism in America that I have always thought of is the song "God Bless America." First of all, the phrase simply seems like a command, and I have a problem with anyone telling God who or what he can bless. Furthermore, this phrase embodies the attitude in America that I hate the most--entitlement. The idea that the U.S. is somehow higher up in God's list, and thus we are more entitled to his blessings, is something I could speak endlessly on. But also, the phrase also seems to symbolizes the term "Christian Nation," a term which gets under my skin. If you define "Christian" as you ought (as in, one who has entered into the kingdom of God by way of a personal relationship with our savior, Jesus), it obviously cannot apply to a nation, because a nation in and of itself cannot be "a Christian," especially when there are 300 million people pulling in different directions, and many of those would be appalled at that descriptor. I believe that God views our nation no differently than any other, and holds no favoritism. And besides this, God is a personal God, not one who deals with his children through governments and nations. That's the beauty of it all.

Another song that is popular around this time of year is "Proud to be an American." The portion of this song that sticks out to me is the phrase "where at least I know I'm free." Again, this just does not sit well with me. We take the relative freedom God has graciously given us in this country and lord it over others, which is not something I think he'd want us to do. We should be using this freedom to glorify him, and to work to bring others into the kingdom.

But even more so, the phrase made me wonder, what does it mean to be free? What is freedom? According to the context of the song, and what we are told in our schools and lives, is that we are free to do as we want. From a biblical standpoint, is that really freedom? What are we knowing that we are free from? Authority? And our Christian brothers and sisters tell us to be grateful that we are free to meet without persecution or fear of dying, but if we are only grateful to not have death as imminent as others may find it, are we not still sinfully holding onto a fear of death and loss of material possessions? I see this as what is most unsettling about Christian American patriotism: If our identity is in Christ, are we not free no matter where we are? It seems that those who follow Christ in the supposed "persecuted" and "oppressive" countries have far more freedom than I do. Freedom from fear, from hypocrisy, from many things. They seem to have a much easier time placing their identity in Christ than I do here in the U.S., with perhaps too much freedom to do what I want.

However, it is entirely true that God has given us many things in the U.S. that we should be grateful for. We will most likely, Lord willing, live longer, without fear of being tortured. We have been able to see children and grandchildren grow. We can sit in a cafe and discuss theology at any moment. I am proud of this country, for doing what it has done. It has pulled itself up by its proverbial bootstraps in a manner of 200 years and become one of the most powerful and influential nations in the world. It inspires all of us to not limit ourselves, or the possibilities--a good thing to remember, as a Christian, that through Christ, all things are possible. But we must not forget that no matter what country we happen to be born into, if we are called by God to be his child, our identity should not be found in that country where he put us--our identity, our loyalty, our allegiance, should be pledged above all to Christ.

As we celebrate the Fourth of July this year, I pray that we would all remember to be thankful to God for giving us life--no matter which country, town, house, family we were born into. I pray that we would remember to keep all people in our prayers (including leaders of our respective countries), that they might turn away from the world and toward God--as the apostle Paul reminds us:

1 Timothy 2:1-6

First of all, then, I urge that supplications, prayers, intercessions, and thanksgivings be made for all people, for kings and all who are in high positions, that we may lead a peaceful and quiet life, godly and dignified in every way. This is good, and it is pleasing in the sight of God our Savior, who desires all people to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. For there is one God, and there is one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all, which is the testimony given at the proper time.



Blessings,

J

Friday, June 27, 2008

I found this poem today in a book my grandmother gave me for my birthday by Darrelyn L. Tutt.

Overwhelmed

Be more overwhelmed by the grace of God
Than the test you face today;
Be more overwhelmed by the Word of God
Than the words you've heard men say.
When you stand alone then stand in Him
And He says, "I'll be your stay,"
Live in the grace that God provides
And be overwhelmed this day.


I'll leave you with Isaiah 26:3-4

You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you. Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord God is an everlasting rock.



In Him,

J

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

A Slight Change in Perspective


One day last year in Amsterdam I was really being challenged in some way. I can't even remember what it was specifically anymore. But like all trials that arose whilst in Amsterdam, I reclused. I grabbed my Bible and my Ipod and started walking around the city I held so dear. On this particular day I stopped at a familiar bench. It was on this bench that I had a conversation that changed my life forever. I've sat there before. Actually alot. I knew the area. I've faced that canal, that bridge w/the lights, that blue house on the water all before. I listened to my music and I prayed asking God for guidance. I felt Him telling me to "look to the side". "Um...I'm sorry, God, I didn't seem to get that." "Look to the side, not right in front of you, Lindsay." So, I did. I wish I could say when I looked to the side I saw something magical, something triumphant and life changing. No, it was not that way. It was another set of houses, a few ducks, another bridge. Nothing exciting by any means. But I did realize that I had sat on that bench a million times before and would only look straight ahead, I never even thought to look on either side. All it took was a slight shift in my head and I saw something the same, yet different. And God said, "Lindsay, you always look ahead. Try turning your head. See what's right next to you."

I am what some (especially J) would call a future seeker. I always want to look to the next thing, tending to pass up opportunities that are right in front of me. I think, "Ok, well I am doing this now, but in 2 weeks I'll be doing this" that is how I've always gotten by. I never enjoy the moments I'm in, it's hard for me. Why focus on boring today when tomorrow seems so much more exciting?! This isn't just an issue I have, this is a common thing for most people. Why don't we enjoy the time we are in right now? I was reminded of all this when I was reading James this morning. This is how James breaks it down:

James 4:13-17

"Come now, you who say 'Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, and spend a year there and engage in business and make a profit.' Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away. Instead you ought to say, 'If the Lord wills, we will live and also do this or that.' But as it is, you boast in your arrogance; all boasting is evil. Therefore, to one who knows the right thing to do and does not do it, to him it is sin."

First off, let me just say James knows how to make us feel good, "a vapor", thanks James. But James isn't about his readers making themselves feel all that great, which is why I love James so much. But he's saying it is arrogance to assume we can make plans w/o God in the making of them. I think we as Westerners don't even think about that. We just assume it's our right to have a future. I know I will be the first one to say one day can change the course of your life forever. We should not assume that there will be a tomorrow. Which sounds morbid and cliche, but brohem James says so himself. So what do we do? We live in the present. Yes, Lindsay, we live in the present ( I need to remind myself of this). So I ask, "God what do you want of me today?"
"Shift your head, Lindsay. Look to the side. Enjoy, embrace, and learn from today."

Peace, Love, & Hugs,
L

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

After many months of skeptically scoffing at the blogger world, I find that humorously enough, God has directed me to that very same world. I could argue with him for awhile, but the past weeks and months have taught me that even if I enter a discussion with my ideas of how my life should be, and what I should or should not do, God usually likes to set me straight. And of course, he has now told me to do one of the things I avoid like the plague--write. I usually avoid writing anything real, preferring to create fictional stories that spark my imagination, and help me to escape reality for moments at a time.

So, God told me to write, and for better or for worse, here I am. I immediately went to my dear sister in Christ, L, and enlisted her support and encouragement, but in actuality, she has a lot to say too, so we decided that since God seems to have had it in mind to bring us together at this point in life, we'd make this a joint endeavor.

This place, first and foremost, is not about either of us. We are simply coming here because we are called to share what we are learning about our Lord. We hope you will see that we do not claim to know God, what he does, or why he does it, any better than anyone. Our desire in life is simply to read God's word, pray, and learn more about him every day as each of us grows in our relationship with Jesus. If our words help you, encourage you, or make you think, then praise Him! If they irritate or anger you, or you disagree, then praise Him! We welcome discussion--the last thing we claim to know is all the answers. We merely are here to share our thoughts.

The following is a passage written by the disciple Peter that L and I both love, and want to put here as our foundation.


1 Peter 1:3-11

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God's power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith--more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire--may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.



By God's grace,
J